I sit almost all the time just for the story! ~..~
So, because of all the writing (My room is full of paper-piles!! Oo) I couldn't draw so much...
This picture is another, closer concept of Lilith - the main charakter of my Manga :).
I tried to draw it in the style in which the Manga will be painted.
Some thoughts ~
Someone just gave me a great brainwashing.
He reminded me of the most essential thing for an artist:
I draw for myself and not for anyone else!!
I forgot this a little bit, because as an artist I wanted to get a good feedback and so I thought more and more about what I was actually drawing (Do they want to see this?? Is this too creepy/crazy?? And so on...). Well, I don't want to say that art should be brainless, but one is supposed to feel the art.... to create it from the bottom of the heart!
Well, borders are everywhere, but always keep in your mind (even if you paint a commissioned work!):
You are drawing/painting, because you are feeling happy, when you bring your ideas to life and you are doing this only -without any exceptions- for yourself!! No matter how crazy or abstract your idea is - just paint it!
There are so many things, buzzing in my head, that I sometimes think, it will explode, if I don't bring them on paper. Oo
But with this new motivation I'm finally able to do this without any fear.
I hope this is a good help for people, who have/had the same problem (;